Rainbow of Color

Today has been one of those days where I had to stop myself a few times and gauge my own sanity (okay, most days are like this in the life of a mother!).  I have only just sat down after an exhausting day of slaving to others, my eyelids are dragging shut on me and the throbbing in my feet feels like a full scale orchestra has struck up a deep reverberating ballad in them, yet I am determined to write a quick tip that came to me earlier as I was driving to the garbage dump and pondering the many intricacies of life, mainly my own.  As I have reflected many times over the years (and yet still get surprised by the fluidity in which this happens) being a mom and wife brings with it so many unique opportunities to dance through the rainbow, brilliant colors emanating emotions and moods, while the dance steps swing from the tango to the waltz in less than a minute and display as bright bold or pastel hues which color the landscape of life.  Today I have painted a brilliant collage with many spikes, valleys, and meadows that my mood and emotions played out, tap dancing out of one spiraling mood only to be met by the wet paint of the emotional pallet and spinning into a new.  During this dance and interplay of color I paused myself for an intermission to ponder what I would want to hear in order to turn the collage already in full animation into a watercolor as soothing as the soft breath of a newborn baby while asleep against your chest.  My mind automatically jumped to authentication and staying true to your authentic self.  This is something that I have been spending a lot of time mulling over lately, picking bits and morsels of myself to evaluate and turning them over carefully in my mind, treating each piece of myself as a delicate flower whose petals are of a fragile dust to gain a deeper appreciation and understanding of who I really am.

Therefore, today's tip is to listen in full awareness, not awareness of your surroundings and everyday mumbo jumbo but awareness of your core being, what makes you tick, who are you as a person.  The more you open up to your own essential thirst for true self, the more you will find your inner dialogue and thoughts pushing you towards the authentic you.    

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